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A Saying I Finally Understood

by Imogen Bergin

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1.
Most of these words will be imperfect It’s okay because you are worth it I’ve been making mountains out of my moments They’re still clinging to what I’ve told them is true Maybe I’m lying I’m just a piece of a piece of a piece of someone Piece me together Objectify me so I don’t have to be subject to my shames I am getting strong so I can knock some sense into myself when I meet her
2.
Wonder Music 03:08
I don’t care If I go nowhere I am loved When I am ugly Brick by brick Buildings wear their dresses This will last Our love lives in the choir If I could make wonder music It would be something like this But you can convince yourself of a lot But it does not mean a lot will happen
3.
Soggy Heart 01:45
Walk into my room See the mirror smirk I want to be enough for me I want to be enough for me I don’t know why (I don’t know why) I don’t know why (I don’t know why) I don’t know
4.
Cookie! 02:53
John, John, John You’re doing it wrong It’s a phenomenon My words usually ruin the song Maybe that’s just my head yelling down to my heart You tell me to have fun on the lake but I’m just trying to stay awake On this today I’m right where I need to be Maybe tomorrow, I’ll see what I need to see We have yesterdays, more than we can count Take a walk Look around It’s okay to try again tomorrow On this today I’ll love myself more ruthlessly Try to show myself more true true true true truefully Most of the time I get too scared Most of the time I get too scared Some of the time I’ll get there I’m right where I need to be
5.
We’re really really really really really really really really quiet Cause it’s the thought that counts I tell her on a Monday I’m afraid to be vulnerable (But you’re so wonderful) Play me a song What’s on your mind? I’m trying to face my silhouette Let’s go for a long drive On Tuesday we drive to the lake in a storm Eat sandwiches in the car Wednesday you’re working and I take a bath Thursday we’re thinking and share a laugh
6.
One of those days where the hours Might get the best of me (x2) The plants in the shower Using up all the hot water I make two pots of coffee Just for something to do I’ve been wearing a bra It makes me feel important You ever file your nails so much you get audited? Lighting candles makes me feel incandescent Just trying to be warm Listening to Chopin while i walk Everyone’s out shopping No time to talk Listening to Sondheim while it snows Saw a man pouring his agony on the ground
7.
I used to always be on time Now I just sit around until I lose my mind I miss the way I used to be But I’m okay with the memory You told me time was like a storm A rumbling sound, a truth that’s found in what’s reborn The wat’ry minutes soak me through Forgot my jacket, running late, how true
8.
9.
What Next? 02:28
What do I say to myself? When I realize there’s no one else? You don’t know what is to come But come what may you will get up today How do I know when to stop? What if the wheel doesn’t turn? Keep forgetting to turn on my lights when i drive at night I do not want to be seen You don’t know which way to go But go somewhere you will be seen at last
10.
Stuck in a petting zoo “What is the worst i’d do?” Keep the past in the past, they say But someone always stops me along the way Sometimes, I can be wrong Sometimes, I can be wrong Don’t give up hope just yet Your weekend starts today I’ll see you on my/your walk These days, they are ours Time is all that we got If you use it or not
11.
Seems we have different luck in the same city And I prefer it that way Hope you’re feeling better I hope you’re feeling full All of my belongings belong to someone else All of my belongings belong to someone else To long for a short ride Too long for a blank cd My mouth is not big enough to hold my breath My mouth is not big enough to hold my breath There are some things I’ll never forget And I prefer it that way

about

Sasha & The Valentines bassist JB Bergin’s solo full-length A SAYING I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD is a product of songwriting sessions the multi-instrumentalist underwent while staying in Cleveland, away from their loved ones and musical collaborators, in early 2021. Written, recorded, and engineered in their North Coast room using a two-input interface, Bergin sings, plays bass, violin, and guitar while fusing together raw drum progressions supplied by Billy Hickey (Sasha and the Valentines, Calico Blue, Spirit Ghost, Christelle Bofale, et al.) and additional flute and choral arrangements delivered from Vivian McConnell (V.V. Lightbody).

A SAYING I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD gnaws at the ungnawable. At its core, the album is a prismatic rolodex—shouldering a testimony of loneliness that gently unfurls into a patient, and centered, exploration of what shapes a queer body can take. Bergin’s upbringing studying classical violin in Massachusetts, where they focused on jazz and the improvisational with a hint of bluegrass flare, employs a layering reminiscent of Van Dyke Parks’ Song Cycle and a vocalization akin to Donovan’s.

On “Hope You’re Feeling Better,” Bergin sings, “My mouth is not big enough to hold my breath,” but, on A SAYING I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD, it is clear that the horizon line looks like an album, and it is a vehicle that very much can hold all of the multi-instrumentalist’s perspectives, turns, and curiosities. Across these 11 tracks is a beautiful and poetic amalgam of tender ambient and baroque dream pop, a visionary’s widened sonic landscape realized and harnessed on a personal and molecular level.

- Matt Mitchell

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released September 23, 2022

All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed by JB Bergin in a small hot room in Cleveland, OH

Album art shot & developed by JB Bergin in a small hot room in Cleveland, OH

Mastering on "A Saying I Finally Understood/When I Meet Her" by Colin Miller

Drums on "A Saying I Finally Understood/When I Meet Her", "Cookie!", and "The Hours" by Billy Hickey

Flute and Additional Vocals on "The Hours" and "Weekend Weekday" by V.V. Lightbody

Album bio written by Matt Mitchell

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